I'm feeling all blah right now. i really like him but I don't think it's gonna work out or anything. Know what I mean? He asked me why I liked him and I totally screwed that up. I don't know how to explain it. It's really hard to. I mean, how do you explain something like that to someone? I halfway don't know why I like him. everyone that I've talked to about it has had nothing bad to say about him. It's all good. I'd like to get to know him better. i would love to be friends. i dunno. It's kinda like what I felt with John and i want to be friends but I dunno. I really like him. Really really really. (Not John, btw. We're friends again but yea. NOT going through that thing again. Sorry.) But yea. I feel all bleh because of this. Know what i mean? I don't know if anything will come of this. It scared me when he asked me why I liked him. I'm afraid I screwed this up with my answer. Gir. But yea. I think I'm gonna go. Later.